So scared
Hi everyone. Today I have been diagnosed with invasive ductal carcinoma :( One lump is 1.7cm the other which is situated very close to the big one is .8cm.
All the information from the specialist s...
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Thats amazing. A very lucky lady.
Im at the stage my mind has given up. I am just so terribly sad. I cant even get through 50 minutes :(
I live, breathe and am consumed by this and im scared im getting worse as each day passes. The psychologist hasnt called me yet and I hope she does because Im in urgent need of help. I keep saying Im going to die and I tell Richard he should just leave me now because Im so broken :( I cant get the horrible dark thoughts out of my head. Richard keeps saying " remember what the doctor said and how he said you will be ok". But that seems so long ago and a total blur. is this normal? Im so torn apart and dont think ill ever be the fun loving bubbly girl i once was. :(
Sorry for putting in writing here.....I just dont want to talk in person about it at the moment. xxx