Your fears are completely understandable - you have no experience of any of this so it's fear of the unknown. Don't torture yourself - try some distraction techniques until you see your doctor tomorrow and once you have all the information you will be able to see things clearly. I was a bundle of nerves so got a prescription for some Xanax to calm me down until my surgery. It made me sleepy but it took the edge off my fears. You will be well looked after Jodie - keep us posted as we are all wishing you well.
Lots of love xxx Jeanine