So scared

I feel for you so much. I'm crying too right now for you. Don't beat yourself up darling girl. We all were exactly the same as you in the beginning. It's just so bloody overwhelming and it turns your life upside down. Believe me when I say you will get better and not feel so lost and alone. The journey becomes a bit more routine once you know what treatment you will need. Things will settle down somewhat. Keep as positive as you can. I know that's near impossible at first but you'll find your inner strength. Chin up. Love Janey xxx