So scared.

The more that I look at the pathology report from my biopsy the more I have convinced myself that this is the end for me.  The report is that I have basal carcinoma which on research isn't good.  Every link that I read states "poor prognosis" .  I have been awake all night vomiting, sobbing uncontrollably and am meant to be going to work this morning.  I have my first appointment with the breast surgeon tomorrow (after a vacuum biopsy of microcalcifications).  I don't know how to cope with this anymore.  I have tried to breathe,  have taken valium (low dose prescribed by my gp) but nothing is helping. I cant wait for the next 6 months to be over. My apologies for being so negative but I don't know how to change things.