So scared.

Hi there, I was diagnosed the same as you in June this year.  My best advice would be to not google, but get your information from the My Journey Kit.  Be prepared to have lots of appointments and phone calls to set them up, at times I found that the worst - having to be organised!!  I try to focus on what positive things I am going to gain through this journey - like being selfish and putting myself first, connecting with new people, re-connecting with old friends.  Its amazing the support that comes with this horrible news.  Try to stay calm and positive - easier said than done I know.