This may come out not making sense as I am somewhere in between being scared shitless and f*/#&%g furious.So after the mammogram and u/sound the doctor popped her head in (obviously they could see I was starting to freak out) and said there was no changes to last years scans. Gave me a smile and said goodbye. Phew. I was feeling quite positive after that until the receptionist rang and said I needed to come back for another targeted ultra sound as the MRI had picked up something. The other two hadn't, yet again! Oh and the doctor wanted me to go tomorrow and follow her to their other facility as she is only in Ipswich on Thursdays and wanted to talk to me. So my head is in a mess and the tears are starting, my heart is pounding and I've got the shakes. I don't know if I can do all that again. I know I am over thinking and not to freak out totally before I know for sure. But FAAARRRKKK this shit,

Well ladiesManaged the 3 hour drive to Broome for CT Scan today with only 1 "wee" stop at Roebuck Roadhouse! Drank the 2 litres of water all the way there as requested and then find out that I only had to drink the 2 litres of water AFTER the scan to flush out the contrast dye! I am sure that the instructions were to drink between Derby and Broome. Oh well blame cancer brain.Anyway the radiologist said at least I was well hydrated.Results will be available on Tuesday. Got a call to see the GP regarding the blood tests from 2 weeks ago. Add the CT Scan and blood tests, all I want to do is get my husband to dig a nice hole with the backhoe in our pindan dirt for me to put my head in. I am fed up of being poked, prodded, pricked and scanned. So to compensate and reward myself for being good I ate 1 packet of lolly snakes on the trip home.

CT done this morning....now the waiting game until Tuesday. Tick tock, tick tock. Best cannulation nurse ever. Didn't feel a thing which is much preferable to the general digging and poking they have to do since chemo. On a plus note, my veins appear to be gushing again. Well, at least one anyhoo.

Got a call from the area manager and the practice (is that what they call it?) manager almost immediately after. I received the obligatory apology from the area manager but to be honest the practice manager seemed genuinely appalled. He was calling a staff meeting at lunch today and had my letter with him for all to view. He thanked me several times for bringing it to his attention, was receptive and empathetic to my explanation of how people feel in these situations and agreed it was a very poor performance. H e was most apologetic and advised that he will have more frequent staff meetings with "patient care" as a reminder each time. That's all I can ask I guess.

Afternoon lovelies. Thank you again for all your thoughts and good wishes. Without this forum I think we would all be a babbling mess.I have been ultra sounded to the eyeballs again today by two sonographers and the doctor herself. Yay for the excellent team at I-Med who did not keep me waiting and talked to me the whole way through about their thoughts. This makes such a huge difference.The consensus appears to be that they are "reasonably" sure the MRI has picked up scar tissue and surgical changes. My new surgeon (the old one is on long service leave) will have to give the all clear on Tuesday. I am taking this as all positive right now. I have chosen the new surgeon as she is one of the few who will come out of theatre and up to the ward to check on her patients personally. And it's nice to have another girl on the team.As to the wall. (goodness that felt good). Well, I have to finish that now (and go to the dump).So woo hoo. Cheers ladies. It's wine o"clock.

How beautiful is it that if we know someone is going through something tough, even though we don't actually know them in the real world, they are in our thoughts until they get through the fog. It's a kind of connection that no one else can understand.

So much for good vibes. Scan day sucked . They've called me back.

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lgray3911
Member
8 years ago
Have been thinking of you ALL day but was afraid to come on here! Am so happy for you! Xxx
tigerbeth
Member
8 years ago
Cheers to you @kezmusc ,so happy for you ,like everyone else have just breathed a big sigh of relief for you !
Celebrate !:)
Piccme
Member
8 years ago
Fantastic news @kezmusc! I think we have all sighed a combined agh of relief, as if what affects one of us also affects all of us. Does that even make sense? Celebrate celebrate
kmakm
Member
8 years ago
@kezmusc It has been raised and drunk in your honour!
arpie
Member
8 years ago
Woohoo!! Wonderful news, @kezmusc - we all felt your concern!

...... I've already had a couple but I shall also raise a glass to you tonighT! :) Sleep tight tonight (not TOO tight!!)

xx
kmakm
Member
8 years ago
I agree @pammiesyd.
SoldierCrab
Member
8 years ago
Awesome news Kezmusc sigh of relief here that you have such good result today.... enjoy your relief of stressors and so happy for you.
Sarnicad
Member
8 years ago
yay for good news fingers were crossed as much as they could be
pammiesyd
Member
8 years ago
@@kezmusc so pleased to hear your good news. I think all sonographers should talk to you as they go along. Lots of hugs, P
Finch
Member
8 years ago
@kezmusc that is grand news and a huge sigh of relief . Xxxxxx

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So much for good vibes. Scan day sucked . They've called me back.

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