So much for good vibes. Scan day sucked . They've called me back.

Oh for fucks sake!! This is shit!! It will probably just be a shitty bit of scar tissue! I’m not going to say anything like try not to worry or try and get some sleep cos those days when we used to be able to do that are gone sadly! So do whatever you need to do to get you through the night and will be waiting eagerly to hear the good news that it’s nothing sometime tomorrow and then we will all have that bottle of red people are talking about. Sending big love and some Irish luck xxxx