Hi Lisa. Take a deep breath & slow down. Easy for me to say. Just take things one step at a time. You won't know the treatment plan until you see the specialist, so try not to jump ahead. There are so many variables in our treatment.
Have you ordered the My Journey kit?
I have had chemo first, & am having surgery at the end of the month, followed by radiotherapy. Did you have insurance on the cruise? Not saying you won't make it, but consider the possibility, and look in to your options. Even if you don't have insurance, you may be able to defer your trip, at this stage.
Make sure you have support with you at all your appointments, as someone else will hear different things to you, and take it all in differently.
Take care, Lyn