shot down in flames
Wow, what a roller coaster ride that was. I felt as though I had cheated death and was on cloud 8 when we were told that I would not need radiation, and "I would be very surprised if chemo was requir...
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Well I have found someone I know who had the tablet form of chemo and want to ask her - I am hoping to see her tomorrow before I make my mind up completely. I know I am getting thin skinned about all of this and you ladies are doing wonderfully well being brave.
I had my heart scan yesterday and that was two needles. The second one hurt more than the first one, though I could cope with that. The mistake was when I had the blood test only an hour after that one and she put the needle into the same vein and it hurt like H..LL! I was not a happy ray of sunshine and then she kept talking all the while telling me to close my fist, open, close - while I am trying to relax and breathe and be in my sacred place...open...close...
She didn't tell me when it was all done, so I am sitting there waiting for it to end - the agony of it all :p Oh well, hope the hypnotherapy and the psychology works. Otherwise will just chicken out and go the tablets. So what if it takes six months instead of three...
cheerio for now
Sandy xx
stay smiling everyone - you are all being very brave.