Wow you really aren't having a good run, are you? Keep up that positive attitude though and I am sure you will fight this thing. It is certainly time that they found a cure for this horrible disease that we are all fighting!
Meditation sounds like a great idea! I had to laugh when you said that you fell asleep though :) I used to do Yoga and I was always so paranoid that I would fall asleep during the relaxation time at the end!!! and because I was lying on my back I thought that, knowing my luck, I would wake myself up with a huge snore!! LOL
Keep in touch and let us know how you are doing
Louise x