Thinking of you, Joy. Challenge those fearful thoughts. You know you can do this, let those lovely nurses help you through. A few days and you will be feeling better and this is halfway, yay! Just remember you have all of us with you in spirit. Imagine walking into chemo with all of us crowded around! Find some uplifting music to listen to on the way and concentrate on what you can do to reward yourself this round. You deserve a reward, because chemo is hard and you are conquering it! Let us know how you go. Deanne xxxxoooo