I was very emotional Joy,on and off,right through my chemo,and as you know,I love all the walking and getting out stuff too.I have thought hard about this,and I know for me,I am probably ok if I am doing stuff that I would usually enjoy.However,when I have to do pretty much anything that is related to my BC(not only chemo,but other medical appointments or perhaps shopping for more suitable clothes because I have one breast!!) I can get very upset very quickly.For instance,3 weeks ago on my way to my exercise class on the bus,I felt tears well up in my eyes,and I still don't really know why!As much as we have support around us,we are still somewhat alone in a sense.That is why I love this network so much.I think that staying connected on here,and also helping other ladies,is very therapeutic:) I hope that tomorrow goes ok Joy.It is just a process,so if you can,try to remember that there is an end to it,and you will feel better when it is over.Sending positive thoughts to you.Love Robyn xoxo