Yes,all these bc treatments take a big chunk of time from your life.You just have to schedule in more fun days like you had at the races. I had Taxotere and I found days 3-6 to be the worst - just curled up under the doona.Your muscles and bones ache so ask your team what analgesic you can take. The unknown is the scary part- it's a little easier when you get through the first iv bag without a reaction.I'm so sorry you have the worry of a liver spot.It would be so hard putting that on the back burner.I'm 2 years on now and just starting to feel abit more confident in my health.I think it takes that long.So it's normal for you to feel anxious or unsure about your health and future at the moment.Distractions are good,staying positive is good but "crying days"are ok too.I hope chemo went ok for you today.
Tonya xx