hi robyn, thank you for joining our network here, and sorry to here your news, the good thing on here is we have women who have just been diagnosed like yourself, to others like me who have finished and moving on, whatever stage you are at, there is always someone to help on here, have you done your blog (i havent checked as i saw your new message here and thought i would welcome you), good luck with the surgeon app, please keep comming back and let us know how you are doing, we believe by helping yourself, you can help others. so good luck and feel free to add me as a contact, remember no question is silly or stupid on here, so laugh, cry or vent is the motto . Take Care Moira