Hi Tracey! welcome to this site. We have all been where you are now, so, do really know what you are going through. You will receive lots of support here, and it is a safe place to ask questions. There is usually someone who will be able to support you or answer a question through experience. You are about to hit the roller coaster running. I had my breast cancer surgery in December 2010. I had 6 days between diagnosis and lumpectomy. I had to have more surgery, and came out of hospital on Christmas Day that year. I have now come out the other end, and 3 years have passed, surprisingly quickly. I am well, and enjoying life. Please feel free to rant and rave on here, as we all understand. Good luck with everything. Love Chris xx