Hi Leanne, and welcome to the network. It is a roller coaster ride, and one that we are all on, or have been on. Take a deep breath, and just take it one appointment at a time, as that is easier to manage, and it won't be as daunting. Keep those plans that have been put on hold, as they will eventuate. You are starting with a really positive attitude. Breast cancer is one of the most treatable cancers, so anticipate a good outcome. Sounds like you have good support around you, so keep on plugging away. Sending you a big cuddle, ????