I was diagnosed on the 10th March 2011. I understand where your coming from. I was such a mess very depressed and still suffer with anxiety. I am seeing a counsler. I was crying all the time , so emotional. I am better than I was but still have the outbursts at the wrong times. Went to see my plastic surgeon on Monday about reconstruction and having the other breast off, well I just started to cry , The Dr must have thought I was a real nutter.
I had a mastectomy in March and also had a hysterectomy in July , same reason as you. I am on Femara.
I get so angry when people tell me to stay positive.
When I am down I get on and put how I am feeling really helps. Read some of my blogsand you will not feel like your alone.
I am on facebook Debra-Howard Cork. My e-mail is deb.how@bigpond.com jf you want you can e-mail me.
Big hugs Deb xxxxxxxxxxxxx