Elisha85
15 years agoMember
Results
So today was the day i received my results, they were not what we wanted but hey i still have to think myself lucky. It was not 2 lumps i had it was 1 lump like the shape of a dumbell 3cm x 2.5cm in ...
Hi Elisha,
Ugh, I was exactly where you are now but it was 2 weeks ago. And I had exactly the same thoughts. I'm still considering having a mastectomy on my left breast, depending on the discussions I have over the coming months.
My margins weren't clear after my lumpectomy, hence the mastectomy. It's now 10 days post surgery and I'm back up and positive. The 2nd general in 2 weeks knocked me around a bit but I've since got my results and I am very, very thankful that I've had it. I don't have to worry about recurrences in my right breast and I can sleep at night by not having to worry. You're going to be just fine Elisha ... just take it 1 day at a time. It's ok to break down and cry, and it's ok to be really happy too. What I've learnt throughout this whole rollercoaster ride is that it's ok to feel whatever comes naturally. I spent all of Friday feeling miserable, and then had a great day yesterday. Maybe just try tackling 1 thing at a time ... focus on getting through your surgery first. Then think about the next step.
Please feel free to call me or email or whatever. I'm really thinking of you.
Cass x