Thinking of you. What a lovely lady you must be with so many wonderful replies from special women who have travelled the same journey as you are about to embark. It sure is okay to feel sad. On my first diagnosis back in 2006, my husband and I cried all night and woke up the next morning feeling like........ We decided that we didn't want to feel like that anymore so put on our "fighting armour". Doesn't mean to say that we don't still have bad days. We reckon that we both went to hell and back during the recent chemo BUT we both survived and are now living the best way we can. I won't feel sad for you Celeste as you need love and support. This site, with all the beautiful ladies, will offer that to you. We will all be here for you and will offer comfort and tips whenever you need it. Love to you. XLeonie