I can understand your tears and intense sadness even though you were prepared for the news.There is always that 1% slight chance that we cling to in the back of our minds.The results now put your life on a different pathway -one that you've trod before and probably thought you wouldn't have to do again. I am so sorry for you Celeste and it doesn't hurt to wallow in it for awhile.You'll get your head around it and come out fighting.Taxotere is a bugger but so is all chemo.Knowing what you're in for is a double edged sword.But you've already got one done now so you are on your way to getting rid of those pesky cells. I know you will fight,what else can you do.You are a brave,courageous woman and we are here to share your thoughts and fears with.I will be thinking of you Celeste.
love Tonya xx