Oh Celeste, what do i say to make things feel better? I am so sorry those results were not good, but hey! at least it is all over with now and you are on your way to beating this bugger.. You have lots of fighting power in you Celeste, and you have had to deal with plenty of tough stuff before, so we know you can do it.
I can only imagine how upset and sad you must have felt. Even though you knew what was there it was that little bit of hope you were hanging onto that was taken away. It is not fair Celeste, and as we all know there is nothing you could have done to prevent this.
Celeste good luck with the chemo and remember we are all here if you need to scream and yell , we really do understand.
Cheers Joxx