Hi Susan,
I do wonder if the paranoia will ever go away. Today I visited my oncologist for my first six month checkup and was sooo relieved when she told me that the lump I had found under my other arm was in fact a blocked hair follicle or a blind pimple. How embarrassing but what a relief!. I guess in time we will become less paranoid or at least I hope so. I must say I am very happy being under the care of my oncologist and my surgeon, If I was under the care of my GP I really would be paranoid about every little thing. Hopefully the further away we get from our original diagnosis the easier it will be and we will start to focus on the best things in life.
Dale xx