Thanks Tonya for the reply. Yes I think I just felt so vulnerable and I really felt uncomfortable being so exposed. It took all my strength not to end up bawling. It sounds silly and I am not sure why.
I am worried about managing with work and home if fatigue sets in and also the potential burns. I have super sensitive skin and just before I got diagnosed with bc I was told I have an autoimmune disease which really impacts on my skin. Is there anything in particular that you did that takes care of your skin? :) xx