Hi Nicole
its hardly surprising that you don't feel like celebrating. The effects of radio are kicking in, your probably tired and still don't feel like your old self. For me it meant that I finally had time to process everything that had happened. I was quite teary and struggling on a number of fronts. I'm not sure what area you are in but I can highly recommend an oncology rehab course. They take people at all stages of their treatment, even years later and everyone in our group gained a huge amount from it. Take what ever time you need to get back into things. As we all know there's no right or wrong way in this process. Take care Karen xox