Hi Nicole. Congratulations on finishing that stage. I had been counting down my chemo treatments late last year and imagined that I'd feel so elated and positive once it was done. Instead, I became increasingly depressed but kept those feelings to myself so I didn't worry any of my beautiful friends and family. Thankfully I realized I needed to see a counsellor and that made such a difference. Apparently these feelings are very common - likened to post traumatic stress disorder - the trauma of diagnosis, surgery, treatment just catches up with you and it's time to grieve. I learnt it was okay to feel like that and to share those sad feelings with people who love and care for me. I now feel so much better and am accepting my "new normal". I am just taking time to heal, which includes exercise and socialising. All the best with your emotional recovery.