Prosthesis - I can’t stop crying

Hi Lisa,  Thinking of you and sending you love.  I had a left mastectomy in May.   I was just about to go for a prosthesis fitting when Melbourne went into lock down. I wasn't able to wear the berlei bra I was given as the band sat on my wound and it was painful so I have gone braless all this time.  I did get a post surgery bra from target in case I needed something to go out to appoitments in but I cant wear it very long.  I also have one big right boob.  The poor thing just hangs there now.  I think I can even see new stretch marks from it hanging down.  Sometimes I find myself wishing I had it removed as well as my mastectomy  sight is lumpy and uneven and maybe it would have looked better if it was just all flat.   Sending you hugs xxx