Progressing slowly
Hi everyone,
Its been a few weeks since I've been on to the site for a blog. I have been on regularly to see who is doing what etc. I just havent had anything to tell you all until after yesterday. Hope you are all ok. Hugs to all just for fun!!!
I am slowly getting organised. I had a huge day yesterday travelling from Bundaberg to Brisbane by tilt train 5am - 9:30pm for a half hour appointment with Oncologist to organise chemo and stack of tests prior to starting. Been out all morning today organising CT scan, Bone Scan, ECG tests. Also visiting my Breast Care Nurse (Margie) who is a sweetheart.
So the verdict is chemo, Total 6 treatments, every 21 days and hereciptin for a year. Then Tamoxifen for 5 years. Chemo is 3 lots of Fluorouracil, Epirubicin, Cyclophosphamine and then 3 lots of Docetaxel.
The next decision i have to make is what form of intravenous delivery to go for. PICC line or Portacath. Have any of you darling people had these and what was your experience. I'm leaning towards Portacath but open to anything at the moment.
My chest scar is healing nicely after an infection in the wound but strong antibiotics knocked that on the head quick smart. Still getting aspirated fornightly but almost settled down.
All in all I'm in good spirits and wanting to get on with it all. The sooner I start the sooner I finish and move on. I must be really impatient.
My husband has been with me to most of the appointments and is starting to freak out about what I'm about to embark on in a week or two. He asked me "how can I be so calm about what you are about to put your body through?" I told him "because if I dont do this you will be a widow in 5 years or less, I'm not thinking of it as medication but a life choice, live or die". He was happy with that explaination. (WOW I thought that was really deep of me to think like that, something has changed in me since diagnoses and surgery I think.)
So I'm pooped..going to have a Nanna Nap for a bit, not too much or I lay awake all night thinking too much.
Hope you are all holding your own and keeping your chin up. I do beleive this is the best website for sharing experiences and information. Fantastic and congratulations everyone.
Love to all Chrissy xoxoxoxo