Hi @Tasia,
I have 3 more chemos to go and its such a bloody long treatment. The questions you are asking make sense. There is uncertainty in it all. Its not a fun experience and i feel emotionally impacted by it all.
But maybe it isnt the chemo so much as a reflection of a big thing that has happened that others cant fully understand or stay in touch with for the longer time. I felt gratitude then once that left hurt and angry. I questioned some of my relationships. For some people eventually I accepted thst they are still in the thick of their life and ive slowed down and stuggling through.
I dont know about readings. Im thinking of you and hoping that the path ahead is a bit easier. X
