Post Op Mania
Hello to all my new friends. I left hospital lunchtime yesterday. Prior to operation I spent 4 hours at radiology being poked proded, stung with multiple needles, all searching for the elusive sen...
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Thank you so much for your understanding and support. I had plenty of me time today. I didn't get out of bed! I unashamedly wallowed in self pity. Yes, I know that is wrong but I felt I needed to. I had become so emotional yesterday. Well, some might call it crazy. The stupid thing is Craig normally doesn't go to the pub and he is not what you would call a regular drinker. Perhaps we forget what our partners are going through. I was trying too hard to be upbeat and positive for his sake and eveyone else's not realising I was still so frightened. I know I over-reacted - but I expected more from him. I have already forgiven him (not that he thinks he did anything wrong!). I will feel stronger tomorrow. What has helped is hearing from friends I haven't heard from in a long time. I had no idea how good that would feel. There is plenty of love out there and thank goodness I can talk on this site. Suziexx