Thanks Sam,
I really appreciate your input as well. I am finding small distractions by catching up with paperwork and also working on my websites - work related as well.
My hair is still no more than "bum fluff" though my partner reckons it is growing over night. Yes, I have to make a booking to get my nails done, and I promised my partner we would both go for a pedicure once my chemo was finished. I will be working Tomorrow until Sunday so that will be another good distraction.
Yes, it is better to know one way or another, just that I need to learn not to over indulge in my imagination at this stage.
Sandy xx