Pity Party Woe is Me

Thank you both so much.  It's so nice to chat to people who get it.  I am feeling better after my bubble tea.  I missed the pavlova but am now sucking on a frosty fruit. Krispy Kreme donuts do sound good though.

You are right Michelle R.  It does feel like it is happening to someone else.  I think I am slowly realising it's me I'm talking about.  I told a friend the other day about my latest results and I was simply bowled over by her wonderful compassion for me and my family it made me bawl my eyes out. I also think it broke through the wall 🧱. Your cancer is also remarkably similar to mine.  I haven't seen an oncologist yet just breast surgeon.  See one after.  Do you know if the chem had much effect.  I have heard that sometimes ILC doesn't respond to chemo very well.  I am similar age to you as well.  I have had dreams that I was bald.

FLClover I think the  C word is less confronting. I think trying to have some distance between us and the disease some days is definitely helpful.  I think my family keeps me going and throwing a pity party has already allowed me to pick myself up again. Life is to be enjoyed as you said