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primek
8 years agoMember
I distinctly remember events in my life where I feel my parents providing support. When my son had attempted suicide I spoke to my Dad and asked him help my son. He wasn't eating and so depressed. He awoke the next morning asking me for a boiled egg and a cup of tea. This was a sign. A number of times when I'm in need the egg cup falls off our mantel. My Dad was known for eggs and tea....it was a family joke. It happened after my brother almost died after falling through a roof. My elsest son witnessed it. I was cooking. ..neither near it...and it just fell off. Knew then my brother would make it. When he first was in intensive care I coukd hear his deceased wife yelling at him to not give up...he had made her a promise to be thete for the kids. It went for 3 days...then stopped. I got the message after that he was hoing to pull through .
When I was waiting to see my breast surgeon I was having coffee under a tree. I was doing a mindfulness technique to calm down. It was my mothers and sister in laws birthday. Both had passed. I distinctly heard them speak to me..."it will be okay". I went into that appointment truly believing that. I also had my Mum visit one more time clearly. It was after treatment was stopped. I felt lost and down and really missed having that family member to lean on lile you do a Mum. I awoke startled after a visual experience of a birthday card with my Mum's handwriting....just saying love Mum. I fully expected to see her right next to me.
My father has appeared in dreams and I could speak to him and in the dream I knew he was passed. I've recalled saying...I know your dead Dad but gee it's nice to see you.
Guardian Angels? ...Who knows? Memory?..Hope? I don't pretend to understand but feel comfort, have a few tears but it makes me stronger as I know it's their way of giving me strength to carry on.
When I was waiting to see my breast surgeon I was having coffee under a tree. I was doing a mindfulness technique to calm down. It was my mothers and sister in laws birthday. Both had passed. I distinctly heard them speak to me..."it will be okay". I went into that appointment truly believing that. I also had my Mum visit one more time clearly. It was after treatment was stopped. I felt lost and down and really missed having that family member to lean on lile you do a Mum. I awoke startled after a visual experience of a birthday card with my Mum's handwriting....just saying love Mum. I fully expected to see her right next to me.
My father has appeared in dreams and I could speak to him and in the dream I knew he was passed. I've recalled saying...I know your dead Dad but gee it's nice to see you.
Guardian Angels? ...Who knows? Memory?..Hope? I don't pretend to understand but feel comfort, have a few tears but it makes me stronger as I know it's their way of giving me strength to carry on.