Ouchhhh taxol pain

I thought Taxol was the absolute pits. I'd done the 2 months of dose dense AC beforehand and found that it must have been the steroids keeping me happy. Once the taxol started I began every day with a cry. By the time I got to week 12 I was unable to walk unassisted. I had my last dose of Taxol in mid November and although my walking has improved, I still move like a drunk and have completely forgotten how to run. My joints don't seem to lock into place anymore, they give way without any notice. I took Endone combined with Panadeine forte. It was the only way to get me out of the house. I blame taxol on all my bad days.