Hi - as Cheryl says, the waiting is the worst part.
So many things go through your head - some good, lots bad, but until you are in the situation, you cannot really imagine what its like and how you will cope.
Somehow we do manage to get through, each in our own way! We really have no choice but to deal with whatever we have to and the sun does come up each day no matter what happens (sometimes it is covered by light fluffy happy clouds and others by dark black angry clouds - but the sun is always there!).
Please use this forum to gather whatever strength you need, we are all here to laugh with you, cry with you and basically wrap our vitual arms around you and give you a hug when you need it. Vent your anger, sadness and happiness without shame or guilt. Remember that each member has 2 ears so there are twice as many ears in this forum and they will listen happily :-)
Our situations are all different but we all share the common bond which none of us chose, but are grateful to be able to share our collective strength.
Best wishes for next week.
Leanne