Off to St George Hospital - the leap of faith
have you ever watched the Indiana jones movie the last crusade where Indiana has to cross over to the other side but there is no bridge to cross, so he takes a leap of faith, well that's me tomorrow, taking a leap of faith into the arms of the cancer clinic for chemo, with stage 3 triple negative and no lymph node interference, the aggressive ductile bastard has no choice but for me to go down this path, but it ain't sitting easy in my head. I think from the moment I found this lump every stage has been tough and drepressing, it's amazing to see who your real friends are, even family members who you think would be there for you aren't, I get it, they have their own lives to live too.
I'll step out the door tomorrow anxious and nervous, hopefully I walk back in calmer and stronger.
Sophie