SueVR
12 years agoMember
Now What?
Have you ever woken up and realised that life as you once knew it is gone. You may have spent 2013 in a blur of Doctors and Hospitals and living in constant fear that this crap called cancer will com...
I'm only halfway through my treatment and I had a down day yesterday. I kept thinking 'I want my old life back', and was very teary. One of the ladies on this site has said that what you end up with is a new normal and I already know this is true. I haven't completely come to terms with the way life is for me at the moment, like you, I feel everyone is moving ahead except for me. This morning I am feeling a little better and I realise that I am moving forward, this treatment is going to reduce my chances of a reoccurance. My hope is that my 'new normal' is going to be better, I have already become a much stronger person than I was before and I have discovered that my friends and family love me more than I ever knew. These are two positive things that have come out of my having cancer. I'm not sure what the reason is as to why this has happened, but it has and we will get through this and know our fight has been worthwhile. I hope you find your new normal and live life to it's fullest, best wishes, sending you a big hug,
Hazelxx