No words

Sorry to hear you have had such a bad run with the treatment. I get shocking vertigo that lasts almost two weeks. But glad you on the mend and near the end. 10 days until my last chemo and then two weeks of vertigo. Plus coz of my age (47) I'm going through menopause due to the chemo but that a good thing as reduces the oestrogen again. Getting used to feeling hot every now and then. And yes I have had similar feelings about it coming to an end. I have changed for the better and re-thinking my work options. I have a good job decent pay but worse boss ever. Been offered a chance to move but will be less pay (not to much) and that not a big thing right now. Biggest thing that would be hard to leave is that there maybe a chance of something special with someone and would really miss them if moved jobs. But think one step at a time. Get through 'the Ultimum' and then look at work options. Funny about shirt as wear it to everyone. Like a warrior uniform. Not sure if told you but got 'behave' put on the otherside. And my friends have also threatened to draw on eyebrows. I've been lucky I think have very short white blonde hair. But that still falling out. And yes just have to push this somehow to the back of our minds. When you work that out or if I do let me know and I you.