Thanks all for your replies.
@kezmusc my thinking was also along the lines of not wanting another reminder of this bloody cancer shitshow but I've lost my right breast and I'm not getting away from that so I guess a little port isn't going to make much difference🙁 so much to get your head around and my head is spinnimg
@kezmusc how were you impacted by the chemo. Mine is every 2 weeks and the oncologist thought I most likely won't be able to work. Did the 2nd round of chemo drugs impact you differently?