Last night I had an absolute meltdown and cried uncontrollably for an hour but I have woken today with a slightly clearer head and am trying to imagine what it's going to be like in the coming months ...
@CathyMac. I was offered a port. I was going to have one but decided against it because I figure I have enough things inside me with my implants. I also have enough scars. I also couldn't contemplate another overnight stay in hospital. I am very pleased with my decision. I still have blood tests but I was told that blood would not be taken from the port.