Last night I had an absolute meltdown and cried uncontrollably for an hour but I have woken today with a slightly clearer head and am trying to imagine what it's going to be like in the coming months ...
For what it's worth, I had TC which was four rounds and so was not offered a port. However between that, the blood tests, three operations and two trips to the ED, my veins are now "difficult", as the last nurse I encountered said.