Thanks again. I talked it over with my doctors and started radiation yesterday. I think once I get into the swing of radiation it will be better! Finish date it December 24th!! Bring on Christmas.
I've also decided just to stop working which has made a difference. Not that I don't like work and they are really supportive and didn't expect much from me (as in productivity) it just takes away another thing to worry about. I'm exercising and moisturising and playing with Lucy!' And starting meditation. Plus I'm seeing a psychologist. So I'm feeling more in control. I think the gap between surgery and starting radiation was making me stress. I'll keep you posted!