Thanks for your reply Mich. It does make me feel better to know there are others going throughout the same or similar thing. I am not working as I decided to concentrate on getting well. I work at a university in admin and this can be quite stressful and deadline driven. I thought I could work and when I wasn't feeling up to it, asked whether I could work from home from time to time but was informed by my head of faculty that they 'don't employ people to work from home'. I may have read too much into this but I was a bit shocked and disappointed by her attitude. I think it's easier for them to replace me altogether than get a fill in every now and again. Thanks so much for letting me rattle on. It really helps. I was quite emotional yesterday and my poor husband was at a loss. He is my rock really and he has been there for me all to way. Don't know what I'd do without him.
Love
Jane xoxo