That's really hard Christina. I know what you mean though. I had knee surgery last year and still not completely ok. I also asked my sister to go and get checked. She has an appointment on Tuesday on her birthday. I pray its negative as she also has other issues in her life at present. She is trying to help me while I get through this so......look after yourself. Be gentle. At least it's early, thankfully. i know I'm going to need chemo and possibly radiotherapy too depending on what they find on the 17th. Till then I will also take it a day at a time and be kind to myself. Xxx Shaza