I see you have the link to the stuff for hospital we recently created. I too suffer with depression and anxiety but yes it is different in this journey. I cry a lot at even small things. A lot is just that stress is so high it doesn't take much to push me over. Better than being angry I guess. I took time off work before surgery as well as I knew emotionally I needed to do this. 7 months on I still have teary weeks...now mainly due to constant fatigue and aches and pains of chemo...but when I have good days I make the most of family and friends to get out the house. Those down days I just value those close to me to just understand I need to cry....and not just be told...you will be alright. Sigh. We don't know anything for sure and pretending those fears are not there is not helpful. Better out than in. Hope all goes well with surgery. Kath x