Neuropathy - Nobody told me
I am really struggling at the moment. Had chemo # 3 last Friday, and started experiencing numbness and tingling in my fingertips and toes and huge pain in my legs. My ears are also hurting (have been since my 1st chemo) and my jaw as well.
I am starting to feel really upset because I didn't realise that neuropathy could be permanent. I play the piano and would be devastated if I couldn't play any more. I'm angry because nobody told me about the neuropathy and even though I read a little about it, there was not much information and I didn't really understand the implications of it.
I know there's nothing that can be done about this. I could be stuck this way. Seriously I did NOT expect the chemo to have such a severe impact. My boss went through BC last year, and she has bad pain in her legs from the chemo and I don't know why I didn't make the connection, so I feel kind of stupid (hey if cancer can happen to me, then surely any kind of side effect from chemo can too!) but I think I thought this would be a detour for this year and then I'll get over it and learn and grow from it and get back on with life. I can't believe how naive I've been!