Needing positive stories

Hi Mandy ...I'm. Having my second TC round just this minute but I saw your message and I so feel for you in your dark place....does the surgeon you see have a counselor attached ? Have they given you any anti anxiety medication ? My oncologist gave me some lorazepam to help with sleep and anxiety and it really helps. I think any time in life if you don't get proper sleep everything seems 1000X worse. Failing that do you get on well with your GP? It seems like you need a few troops rallied round to help you through this patch .maybe make an appointment with the GP and have a frank and open discussion with them. You don't need to keep feeling so bad . Help is at hand from all the staff involved in your care and we are all here xxx Karen