Hi sen - im situated in Wollongong ( south of Sydney) what about you ? Physically I'm feeling so much better now and I had an expansion last Wednesday of 70 mils in each side . It felt like a bit of pressure for the rest of the day but eventually went away . More annoying for me at the moment is that I've had this terrible acne outbreak on my cheat , that I've never had before . I've read that this can happen . It's bad enough looking at the scars without acne as well !!! Oh well !!! . I'm back to the oncologist tomorrow to find out the chemo regime . Were you given details of your recurrence rate ? The doctors are telling me that they don't have a lot of data to go with my situation , which is a small tumour but triple negative and aggressive , but recommend chemo . There is no way that I wouldn't do the chemo , I just want to throw everything at it . I took a few button tops to hospital but like you couldn't find many . Now I am wearing my normal jumpers and looser tops . Just be careful lifting your arms up to put them on ! You will be fine , it really wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be . X x x