So Sorry to hear you don’t have much adult support, @youngdogmum Is there a BC support group near you? Do you have Breast Care Nurse? They may be able to put you onto someone? Mind you, BCNA is the only group that I joined!!
I just try to keep myself as busy as I can with my passions (uke and Fishing) to push other thoughts out of my head.
Do do you have any passions that you can get into? Or something that you enjoy doing that you can turn into a passion? Wishing you all the best and big hugs xxxx