Janey is right Janina.We are all different with chemo.I had Docetaxel,and even though a lot of ladies have found it to be pretty awful, for me it has not been bad at all.I too am sorry to hear that your chances of having a child are slim.But do you know what,there are many pathways to parenthood these days.My husband and I foster 3 boys,who are brothers,and Friday of last week,our daughter and her partner received their long awaited adoption approval:) You will get through your treatment,and who knows what the future will bring:) Be kind to yourself Janina,and I bet that you will be on this network soon,offering advice to new ladies that are just as scared and unsure as you.Sending you a big hug. xoxox. Robyn