I was really scared after being diagnosed & I didn't know what to expecti, it is a horrible feeling & I really feel for you....try & take one day at time, stay positive, & take a support person with you to your appointments especially tomorrow,I took my Hubby to all my apps, so glad I did as he remembered things I didn't... You will also find there are a lot of lovely ladies on here with lots of great information,advice stories & support ...you can also order the my journey kit from bcna..it is full of information & has a diary which I found very handy......as Joanne said you are not alone this network is here for all... Good luck for tomorrow & with your journey:) take care......
Christine:) x